time isn't real

hey gurl. what's good gurl? just sitting here listening to some Drake, feelin badder than ever. today i did something really impressive that only i was impressed by...i mashed up the theme song to Oh Dad, Poor Dad, Mama'a Hung You in the Closet and I'm Feeling So Sad and Alicia Key's No One. I asked my family to respond to my creativity and after about 45 seconds my brother just looked at me and said 'time isn't real'. then he went into his bed room and i haven't seen him since... it's been a long week. this time last week, i was sitting in the intensive care unit of UC hospital after my friend Sam fell off a roof. it's funny though cause his last name is Rueff. and his middle name is Charles. i think. so sammy has gone home for a little while to recover from neck surgery, and here i am, alone, no makeup, no weave, all natural. my cat is starring at me, and autumn is in the air.

Sam.