feelin pretty nu

hey gurl. sorry, i have no excuses this time, just been drinkin a lot, sleepin even more. u know, trying to stay focused basically. i just told someone i couldn't hang out tonight cause i had to wash my hair, paint my nails, do laundry, change purses, and cancel my Save The Children sponsorship, all of which i think makes me a pretty legit and humble person. no one likes shallow people. but instead all i've done is eat 4 pieces of toast, drink an energy drink, and smoke about half a pack of cigarettes. A LEAN NIGHT. anyway, i'm kind of having an identity crisis and by that i mean i can't really afford to get by platinum blond roots touched up, so i don't know if i should dye my hair brown or if i should sell something, like blood or sex, to get my hair did. i would only need 20 dolla, but times is tuff, u know? i feel like i'm starting to look pretty nu metal, which is my second biggest fear after anal sex. anyway, what color should i paint my nails? like, what's the least nu metal color you can think of? sparkly baby pink? clutch, pink diamond, you are clutch, always with the good advice. here's a screen shot of me and my sunny disposition. i call it 'happiness awoke with me every morning'